Friday, June 20, 2008

"Puh, puh, puh, please!!"

I received a phone call yesterday from one of the parishioners in Placencia asking me if I would be willing to make a trip to St. John's to lead a memorial service for a member of the community that died a year ago today. I said yes, and got to planning the service. Miss Lorna was gracious enough to sit down with me and lead me through what a memorial service looked like as she has led a number of them for people who have died in the community. God bless her!

I got to Placencia a bit late and found that the congregation was significantly larger than I was expecting. I figured that the memorial service idea was a last minute thing and that only 3 or 4 people were going to show. I found out just before starting the service that it had been advertised for weeks and so they were expecting a number of people......nerve wracking!! So to calm my nerves I said a quick prayer and began the service. Due to the short notice, I didn't have a whole lot of time to prepare a sermon for the occasion, but knew that I was going to be expected to say something. One of the parishioners got up and said something to the family and shared a couple of memories of the woman. I probably could have moved the service along from there, but something inside of me was pushing me to get up and preach the good news of the resurrection to the congregation and the gift of eternal life that the resurrection gives us. So I did. I've never just stood up and preached without notes before, and I wasn't nervous, I've never felt so calm when standing up in front of a congregation preaching, it was an amazing experience....I have no doubt the Holy Spirit was guiding me through the whole thing - it was apparent to me, I don't know if it was to the congregation, but it defintely was to me.

I returned to Mango Creek and headed to the rectory to pick up my laundry to take over to Miss Lorna's house to do this evening. I grabbed a quick bite to eat, packed up what I would need while waiting for my clothes to wash and dry and headed out the door. I hopped on my bike and just as I made my way to the road I saw 3 familiar little busy bodies running towards me yelling out, "Miss Chelsy, some cold waata (water in Creole)." I turned my bike around and went back to the rectory ran upstairs, grabbed my jug of cold waata, 3 orange glasses that I bought for the kids and met them at the gate. They each took a glass (they love them it makes their waata look orange) and held them out for me to top up. They drank it in about two gulps and then pushed the glasses back at me and said "More." Manners are a bit foreign to the kids down here, so I figured this would be a good time to teach them. I looked at the boys and said, "What do you say?" They looked at me like I three heads and said, "More waata!" "Say please." I said back with a smile. They smiled and said, "Please." And I topped em' up. They drank their glasses in two gulps and pushed the glasses back at me. I looked at them again, and refused to give them more until they said please. I figured I wouldn't have to remind them to say it, we just went through the teaching session...it's fresh in their brain right? WRONG!! They just stood there, with outstreched arm holding their water glasses.....so I decided I would give them a little hint as to what they needed to say in order to get more. I quickly made "p" sounds by saying, "puh, puh, puh?" Nothing..."puh, puh, puh, Please," I said again. They smiled, looked at each other, and said almost simultaneously "puh, puh, puh please more waata!!" I couldn't help but let out the biggest laugh ever as they tilted their heads and smiled at me. So they finished the jug of water off, and descended down the stairs, one of the little boys Ali turned around and said, "Miss Chelsy, some food." I told them I didn't have any food, I just ate the last of my chicken, and as they turned around to walk away they all said, "puh, puh, puh, please!" So my manner lesson turned into a new found game with the boys!! And as they hopped on their bikes I yelled out, "Bye boys!" They yelled back, "Bye girl!" And as they rode away they yelled at the top of their lungs over and over again, "puh, puh, puh, please!!!! It doesn't matter how gloomy a day I'm having, I could be in the worst mood ever because of homesickness or worry, or I could be in a wonderful mood and so thrilled to be having this experience. As soon as I hear those children calling out my name and running up the stairs of the rectory I can't help but be so thankful that they exist. And so thankful that God has given me the chance to see him at work in them. Wonderful blessings!!

Tomorrow will be another full day. I am meeting with a couple of the young children who come to St. Michael's regularly to teach them how to be acolytes. I'm really excited. One of the little boys, Cameron, never sits in the pew. He always comes up and sits on the steps beside where I stand in by the altar and repeats everything that I say.....can you say vocation?!?! And then I will make my way back to Placencia for St. John's Memorial Graduation ceremonies, where I have been invited to close the ceremonies with prayer. I'm pretty pumped!!

Hope all is well. Thank you so much for your thoughts, prayers and encouraging words.

Chelsy

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Ministry to Belizean Men!

Another week has gone by and this puts me at 6 full weeks of living in Belize. I'm realizing that the time is beginning to slip away, and the next 6 weeks are going to come and go faster than I think they are. So I've been trying to take in as much of the community as possible with that in mind.

This time of the month is graduation time as I'm sure it is everywhere!! I was invited to a graduation ceremony for the Independence Primary School last night. On Wednesday I received an invitation inviting me to the ceremony. I was tickled pink to go. I got myself ready showed up at the Senter, with every intention of making my way to the back to find an empty seat. To my surprise I turned out to be one of the distinguished guest for the evening, I sat among some of the Town Council Members, and Board Members. My chair even had my name on it. I was blown away, to have been thought of as a distinguished member for the ceremony. I don't think I stopped smiling last night. There were 75 graduates, graduating from Standard 6 level which is the equivilent of Grade 8, which means they will be applying to highschools next year. What a wonderful bunch of young people, so vibrant and gifted. I didn't know all of them, but was so proud of each and everyone of them. Each child that got up to speak (3 in total) first foremost thanked God for his guidance in their journey through primary school. It was so encouraging to hear them as they thank God for blessing them with this accomplishment. Inspirational!!
Because of the work that I've been doing with the St. John's Anglican School in Placencia, I will also be at their graduation next week which I'm excited about, as I know a number of the young people due to my weekly visits!!

I've been diligently following and reading my Day By Day devotional this summer. I usually start my day out by reading scripture, the reflection and then praying. It's been wonderful, as many of the sciptures and reflections have tied into my ministry down here and help me to reflect on my ministry daily, it's something that I've been finding difficult to do without a supervisor. One of the appointed readings for yesterday was that of the Transfiguration. An event where Peter, James and John go up a mountain with Jesus and experience a moment in which they get a glimpse of Jesus as they have never seen before and ultimately are given a glimpse of God's presence. I was blessed to have couple of really precious moments today in which I was given the opportunity to acnknowledge glimpses of God's presence. Glimmer #1: I was walking to the Hokey Pokey (Water Taxi) this morning (6:30) to catch the boat to lead service at Placencia. On my way down the road, one of the taxi drivers, who I have gotten to know over many games of Domino's at the water taxi shelter, offered me free ride. On our two minute ride he told me that he wanted to change the way he was living his life and he want to live a life with Jesus. I was so excited for him to be taking this step and encouraged him in his decision to give his life to God. He ended up having to run to pick up some other folks, and my taxi was about to take off, so we didn't get much of a chance to talk. I told him that I would love to talk to him about his decision, and that I would pray for him. He seemed eager to set up a time to meet again. I have a feeling our discussion will be over a few games of Dominos. Glimmer #2: As I got off of the water taxi I started down the main street of Placencia toward St. John's. I've gotten to know a man by the name of Omar who owns a resturaunt and guest house beside the rectory. We've had some great conversations over Snapper Fish and O.J. Anyway he just opened up another resturaunt on the main street of Placencia, it opened this morning. It's a bright pink and green building, you can't miss it. I was making my way down the street when all of a sudden I hear "Hey baby, you want a coffee? It's the grand opening of my shop!! Come on in, can I get you a coffee? You'll be the resturaunts second customer!" He gave me a hug and kissed my cheek as he guided me onto the patio of his new resturaunt. I ordered myself a Lime Juice. Omar was beaming, he was so excited. As I waited for my juice he turned to me and said, "Chelsy, would you please pray for my resturaunt and for me?" I was taken off guard as I was in the middle of putting down my bags. I said sure, and before I could put everything down, every man in the resturaunt stopped what they were doing, and bowed there heads to pray with me. It was AWESOME!!! Glimmer #3: I finished the service at St. Michael's, which went really well (8 people in church today YAY!!) and decided that I was going to hang out at the Triangular Park down the street from the rectory and read and hang out. So I greased myself up with Sunscreen, grabbed a book and claimed a park bench. I was starting to get extremely hot, so went to leave when I heard someone greeting me. I turned around and there were a group of 4 or 5 men sitting under a tent barbecuing chicken and hanging out listening to music. They invited me over to sit with them, I introduced myself to them and we had a great 2 hour long conversation over wicked barbecue and beer!!
I've been noticing over the last couple of weeks that ministry is arising among a lot of men in the village. I'm aware that some of them only talk to me because I'm white and figure they can convince to take them back to Canada with me. But there are a number of them who are genuinely interested in what I'm doing in Belize, and why I've decided to answer God's call to ordained ministry. It's been a really neat experience, an experience that I'm not used to. In Canada, my ministry seemed to gravitate toward women's stuff, because I'm a woman. It's been a great new experience, one that I've had to get used to mainly because men don't come to church down here, yet it's the ment that I'm having religious conversations with. There are moments where I can get pretty embarrassed, with some of the conversations. Example?!?! I was walking down the street and a guy, about 50 or so, stopped me, introduced himself to me, when he found out I was working at the Anglican Church his first response was "You work at the church? I think I might have to become a Christian!" I chuckled, told him when the services in Mango Creek were, and headed on my way. He never did show...oh well. It's been a joy getting to know the people here!!

Our plans for VBS are continuing, it's been a bit of a frustrating week for me, as we've been trying as a congregation to figure out how we can reach out to all children- anglican, non-anglican, christian, non-christian. But we need to be careful because come July 8 it's likely we could have 300 - 400 children at the church which would be a wonderful turn out - but unfortunatley we don't have the resources or the volunteers. I'm praying lots about it, and with the congregation discerning ways in which we can be hospitable to everyone who comes. I'll keep you posted!!! In the mean time, continue to pray for the VBS as it approaches. Pray for the children who are called to attend, and for the volunteers!

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I just got back into Mango Creek late this afternoon from a trip up to Belize City for my day off. I spent my time with the Sampsons again. I had planned to take this trip about a week ago, that was before all of the flooding happened and the Kendal Bridge at Sittee River was destroyed. So I had planned to fly up to the city. As my day off crept closer I grew a bit weary of paying so much to spend one day in the city. So I phoned the James Bus Line to see what was up and if they were still running. They were. So on Monday late morning I jumped on the school bus and made my way north. We came to Sittee River where the Kendal Bridge used to be. We all got off the boat, walked down to the shore banks of the river that you could tell was hundereds of meters higher days ago. 25 of us were put in a dory boat and boated across the river. As I looked around I saw locals standing at the edge of the road where the bridge used to be, and all they could do was look across, they all looked absolutely stunned at the damage. The people in the boat with me were terrified to cross the river, they worried that something unexpected would happen on our 2 minute ride across the river. I don't blame them for being scared, the damage that the floods caused is definitely a scary matter. We made it safely across the river to the north side of Kendal and we waited about 20 minutes for the next bus to pick us up. As we drove along the highway I saw Orange Trees completely destroyed. It looked like someone had picked them up effortlessly and broke them as if they were twigs. I had no idea water could be so destructive. What I saw on the highway was only a small glimpse of what happened. I'm sure had I ventured off road I would have been witness to much more destruction and devastation. After arriving in Belize City, I found out from Lorna that she accomponied Bishop Writght on the weekend to Gales Point, Hope Creek and Sittee River to drop off care packages for the victims. The water level has receeded which is a blessing, and now residents are working at cleaning out their homes. The flood brought with it a lot of mud, 2 - 5 inches and victims have been spending most of their days washing out the remains of their homes and belongings of the mud. The month of June brings with it rain, usually at night, and then sun during the day. I'm praying that the rains do not cause more flooding damages just as the victims start to get their lives semi back on track.

After popping in to see the staff and Bishop at the Diocesan Office for a quick visit, I traveled to Belmopan the capital of Belize on Monday with the Sampsons. And I have to admit, my entire trip I was a big grouch. I was a bit tired, but usually being tired doesn't effect me the way it was on Monday. Everything the Sampsons would talk to me about, I would have some negative thought go through my head and it was driving me nuts. I was pulling off being polite, but really, I just wanted to be quiet for a while and be by myself. So after we got home I called it a night and was asleep by 9:00. I woke up this morning and decided last minute that I was going to stay in the city for a few extra hours so that I could take in a service at the Cathedral. Best decision I have made all summer. It was so wonderful to be able to sit in the pew, listen to the readings, listen to the sermon and participate in the service as everyone does without having to lead it. It was so nice to receive the sacrament and pray with the community not as the person in charge. After the service I told Lorna that I was feeling really Spiritually Satisfied - it was the only way I could explain the energy I had after the service. I've become aware of the fact that as a clergy person part of my vocation is to lead others in worship and spiritually feed them in the worship through the sacrament and preaching etc. But I also need to be aware of my spiritual needs and the fact that I need the opportunity to be spiritually fed as well. I don't know how often I will be able to make it to services that I'm not leading where I can just go to worship, but I'm sure that through prayer and patience I will find a parish near Mango Creek that I can visit one weekday afternoon. That being said, it may not happen, which means I need to be praying about ways that I "spiritually satisfy" myself. I'll keep you posted.

I joined the Bishop and 2 missionaries from Fort Worth, TX who were down to visit Belize and discuss a potential summer mission with the Bishop for lunch. It was a wonderful aftenoon full of lots of laughter and....well....we laughed a lot! From there Lorna Sampson had me drive while we ran errands. I can proudly say that I surivived driving in Belize City where the roads are super narrow and full of pot-holes, people don't stop at stop signs, people cut you off, bicycles dodge in front of you or hold on to the back of your vehicle so that they don't have to work so hard in the heat, police officers pull you over to check your insurance (yip it happended to me today), and it's just basically chaos....and it was so neat to. I must admit, I loved it!! It's definitely an interesting experience to be a driver in this country, VERY different from Canada. Toronto drivers are angels when compared to drivers in Belize!

I head out to Placencia tomorrow morning for a service and then will spend some more time at IPS, next week is the last week with exams happening. It will be weird not having the school to fill my days. I'm happy to report that St. Michael and All Angels will be holding a VBS this summer for 3 days from July 8 - 10. We're just waiting to hear about potential funding for supplies and hope to advertise and invite a number of Anglican children in the village to attend. We're also hoping to ask some of our youth to help out as counselors. I'm really excited about this and pray that God will be present in our planning and in our ministry. Please keep this important ministry in your prayers. Pray that we will be able to reach out to children and share the Gospel with them, pray that they will encounter the love of Jesus through this ministry and ultimately that seeds will be planted and that future ministry will nurture those seeds and allow them to grow.

In Communion,
Chelsy

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Mango Creek fundraises for the Victims of the recent floods

I've really been struggling the last couple of days. It's been really hard for me to be so close (35 miles) to the devastation of the flooding, and to have no way of helping. I've really been struggling with how helpless I have been feeling. It's been a hard couple of days. So I ventured over to the Primary School, and stuck around for about an hour after school let out, and it was wonderful. All of the children at the primary school and teachers were asked to bring either food or clothing donations for the victims of the flooding. The village of Mango Creek was also asked to bring any donations to the primary school to be sorted out. So I helped sort the items and was truly blessed as I worked with 20 of the teachers and a number of students sorting out clothes, and putting together food hampers. It was so wonderful to be working together as One Body and acting out our calling to mission together.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Pictures from the Tropical Storms Alma and Arthur

Here are a few pictures I found of the aftermath of Alma and Arthur


The Village of Gales Point




Sittee River is home to one of them men who drowned in the flood.


Thi is the remains of the Kendal Bridge. It's the major bridge that runs along the major highway that allows traffic to get into the southern part of the country where Mango Creek is located.

Please be praying for the people in these villages and the people throughout the country that were not affected as brutally by the storm. May the love of Christ be reflected in our repsponses, and may the victims of the flood know the love, comfort and peace of God at this devastating time.

Tropical Storm Arthur

Over the last 5 days, the country of Belize has been rained upon. The Tropcial Storm Arthur (not a hurricane) has situated itself just outside of Placencia and has brought a lot of water with it. It's result, the northern parts of Belize from north Stann Creek up to Corozal (just south of Mexico) has been affected with flash flooding. I believe to date, 8 people have died, and many many families have lost everything. The Kendal Bridge, which is one of the main bridges on the main highway in Belize has been swept away, making transporation from the flooded areas impossible to get out of. A large number of people have been airlifted out of their communities and are safe, thanks be to God. But the damage fromthese floods is tremendous. Thankfully Mango Creek is above sea level and has not experienced any flooding and will not as the rains have stopped. I ask that you please hold the country of Belize in your prayers this week as those who have not been affected by the floods, step up and provide aide to those families who have lost everything. Pray for those families who have lost loved ones in the flood, and pray for the families who have lost all of their belongings. Pray for comfort, and peace as we work together to support one another.

The village of Mango Creek, started collecting food and clothing to be sent to those affected byt he flood. It's amazing to see God at work through the people here and the speed at which they have responded.

I will keep you posted as to the progress of the clean up of the communities affected and the bridge that needs to be rebuilt in order for food from the city to be tranported to villages throughout the country, such as Mango Creek. Please keep us in your prayers!

In Communion,

Chelsy

Sunday, June 1, 2008

Money Changers in the Temple

It has officially been one month in Belize, and what a wonderful month it has turned out to be!!

So I had a little bit of an embarrassing moment yesterday morning. It's been raining like crazy here all week and pouring throughout the night. My bedroom is right above the roof of the church, and the roof is tin, so the last few nights have been sleepless at times when the rain starts to pour. Yesterday (Saturday) I slept in a little. I took my time getting ready for the day....which basically translates to mean I lazed around in pajamas for longer than I normally would. Had some breakfast and spent a significant amount of time on my morning devotions. All was going well, and then I heard someone calling for me and walking up the stairs to the rectory. Definitely wasn't expecting anyone, didn't want them to have to wait, but was definitely still in my dark blue penguin print pajama pants. What to do, what to do? I walked outside, in my pajamas and met the woman on the stairs. Everyone who rode or walked past the rectory couldn 't help but stare at me and my funky pants. The woman was a Mayan woman in Independence from Punta Gorda going to Placencia to sell some of her jewlery and homemade baskets. She asked if she could visit me. I said sure, but told her I needed to change my pants first, I asked her to wait for me by the church and we would sit in there and chat, I've been warned not to allow people up on the veranda or in the rectory. So I quickly changed, popped a piece of gum in my mouth (I hadn't brushed my teeth) and headed for the the church. Turns out the woman didn't really want to talk to me, but she wanted to show me all of the stuff that she had made with the hopes of me buying something from her. As she pulled out all of her goodies and tried to get me to buy from her, the story of Jesus overturning the tables of the money changers in the temple in Matthew started flashing in my head. What was I supposed to do with this? I let her show me her stuff, asked her questions about how long it took her to make the baskets and the necklaces and then took the opportunity to affirm her and reassure her of the gift that she has and not suggesting that I would buy anything from her at that moment. When she noticed I wouldn't budge, she told me that she sold this stuff in order to support her family and put her children through school, in trying to avoid buying anything I started asking her about her family. "How many children do you have? How old are they? What are their names?" After about a half an hour, I convinced her I wasn't going to budge. I thanked her for showing me her things, and assured her that I would find her in Placencia and buy something from her before I left for the summer. And then told her if she is ever in town again to stop by, and that I would love to visit with her again. I couldn't help but chuckle afterwards!!

I led two services this morning. This weekend is one of the weekends that I spent inPlacencia. Once again my evening was super relaxing, I lazed around in an incredibly comfy chair and read an incredibly good book for the evening while I listened to the rain fall on the tin roof of the house beside me. It was basically amazing.

I then led the service in Placencia, and boogied back across the lagoon to St. Michael's. The one thing I'm getting used to here is the lack of people that come to the church on Sundays. Today Miss Lorna and I were the only two at church (for a while) so we decided that instead of having communion we would do morning prayer together. It was simple, and so spirit filled. Half way through the service another parishioner came in. He sat near the back and just listened, he can't read so rather than following along in the prayer book he just sits and listens. But when it's time to sing, he knows the words to hymns because he's memorized them. It was so wonderful to be able to hear his voice as we worshiped together. I was filled with joy as I heard him sing his heart out the words of the scripture that the hymns we sang were saying. And it was at this moment that I truly knew what it felt like to the be the body of Christ. As I sat in the pew with Miss Lorna and the other parishioner I couldn't help but realize that we were all from different walks of life. Literate and illiterate, Caribbean, Canadian and Belizean, young and old, but that didn't stop us from worshiping together, worshiping the God of love as the one body of Christ. It was a pretty amazing moment for me...God is good and blessed us abunantly in our worship this morning!!

Tomorrow is my day off. I promised Shanton a trip to Placencia to swim in the ocean, but from the looks of it I don't know if the weather is going to cooperate. Hurricane season officially began today and will be upon us until November 1st. Haven't heard what the forecast is for the summer in terms of tropical storms, but I'm not worried!! All I know is that if I had to choose between being too hot, or wet......I choose being too hot!!!

Chelsy